the partial or total absence of light.
unhappiness or gloom.
wickedness or evil.
lack of spiritual or intellectual enlightenment; ignorance.
Why am I doing this, who for, what’s the use of it. Is it socially useful. Is it useful to me or anyone else really. I’m tired of this shit, I’m tired of myself and I’m tired of feeling like shit. I’m tired of taking pictures of my bags of shit. I wish they took selfies of themselves, then came to me and said ‘here, there’s the picture and here’s what you gonna write’ and then walk into the bin outside and sit there quiet, in darkness, without bothering me ever again.
The famous light at the end of the tunnel can indeed be a train coming your way. Slowly. Unexpectedly.